2010 and its changes, 2011 is already here.

This year(2010) started off pretty hard for Rachel and I. we started the year off finding out Rachel was prego and we were not ready for a little one on the way. Buy the 2 month Rachel and I had warmed up to the idea and all through the third month we were excited till something so unexpected happen. We lost our child. It was one of the hardest things to deal with in our marriage because you feel helpless especially as a husband that wants to be there for your wife and still feels like you could do nothing. Now if that wasn't enough we had two miscarriages. Now once we went though that process we decided to believe the Lords word in the good and bad no matter what the situation. Now I do have to say that when the age to come is here and Jesus has returned we will not only be looking forward to seeing Jesus coming down with fire in His eyes for all eyes to see Him but we will also be looking forward to seeing my kids that have been with Jesus since there beginning. So with the Lords help we moved on and it seems like from that point on the year got better and the Lord was showing us favor. we began flying to Iowa every other month and even 2 months straight the last 2 months of this year.

Now the last 4 to 5 years I always would confess the year was going to be great without seeking the Lord and asking Him about what is to come. Now don't get me wrong confession is great and biblical but we also want to know what the Lord is saying about the current season in our lives and what is to come. So this year the closer we got to 2011 i didn't really make many confessions except for me wanting to know what the Lord had in store for us and what His plans were for 2011. I can truly say that this year feels like a year of big changes and not to say that everything is going to be perfect or that nothing bad will happen to us but there is something about this year that feels different in a positive way. Not to say that what we went though is the worst thing a marriage can go though but i believe our relationship with the Lord grew because of the trials we went though. If it wasn't for trials and tribulation we as humans wouldn't grow. Therefore if anything im looking to grow in Revelation, Wisdom and understanding this year. That my relationship with the Lord Hits new heights like never before. And i would love to take some friends and Relatives with me on this journey.

Mike Bickle said today that John 5:39-40 says "You search the Scriptures, for in them you think you have eternal life; and these are they which testify of ME. 40 But you are not willing to come to Me that you may have Life. Now remember Jesus was telling this to those that would spend there lives knowing the scriptures like the back of there hands but couldn't see who the scripture were point to. The Word of God is very important but if we don't go the direction the Word of God is pointing us to which is Jesus then we are missing the point of the Word of God in the first place. So now we simply need to ask ourselves one question, Who is Jesus to you? This to me is truly a questions that if we truly know the dynamics of the questions will be answering till the age to come. Till Jesus is standing face to face with us. Jesus Your Beautiful!!!