I'm changed....

I've realized something lately. I've changed. I feel that after this 40 day fast has ended, now came a deeper understanding of the word and the Lord. I read things on FB and just get so disgusted by the sin. I have a love for the Bride to be pure and don't want it to be defiled by anything.....especially cursing or swearing. I realize I used to laugh a little here and there at stupid videos or jokes and I was guilty of that compromise. I repented for that. But now, I see people that keep compromising their walk with the Lord to be funny, or to justify their sin. I don't agree with that at all. And how can I honestly read things like that and just stay silent? How can I see status' and comments about compromise and just keep my mouth shut. The sad things is that I see others comment on them and laugh or say how funny it is, or agree with it. It makes me want to scream! How can that be ok? How can that be funny?

I've seen life change so much lately. I have my eyes opened more than before and I refuse to live a life of compromise ever again. I know I'm not perfect. I won't be perfect no matter how hard I try. But I will try anyway. I refuse to sit still and stay with my mouth shut. Where is the holiness? Where is the sanctification? Where is the faith to walk uprightly? A little fox here and there.

Song of Solomon 2:15 -   15 Catch us the foxes, The little foxes that spoil the vines, For our vines have tender grapes.

A little cuss here and there. A little perverted joke

Shout outs for Thanksgiving.

Its been a while since I got on my blog. Its well overdue! I had a wonderful Thanksgiving holiday with family and friends. Food came out great and we had a blast. I didn't get a chance to say what I was thankful for though cause of the holiday hussle and bussel. I figured, what better place to give a few shout outs than here on my good ole' blog. ;o) (better late than never lol)

Thankful shout outs:
*I first want to thank the three most important beings in my life. God the Father, Jesus the Son and the Holy Spirit. I am thankful for the life that God gave me, the salvation that Jesus gave me and the every day fellowship of the Holy Spirit. My life used to be so vile...and chaotic and because of the Lord, I am changed and will never be the same. I have nothing without HIM and with HIM, I have everything. I am so very blessed. More than I ever thought I could be. My life belongs to you Lord.
*My husband - thank you for being so real with me. You love me even though I can be quite the beautiful disaster. You have seen me at my worse and best and love me still the same. You are a man of God and I adore how you love the Lord. My life is so blessed with you in it. God graciously allows me to borrow you from Him in this lifetime and I am forever grateful. I love you
*My mom - thank you for understanding and sympathizing with my spiritual walk with the Lord. I used to think when I was younger, that my dad was my spiritual teacher...but it wasn't until I was about 19 that I changed my thoughts to believing that you are my spiritual teacher. I learn from you and you help mold me into the daughter of God that I am today. You are also the only one (besides Ralph) that understands me about my prophetic intercession. Thank you!
*My friends (Melany, Nicole, Chancia, Andrea and anyone that I still hang out with) - this is for the people in my life that I REALLY believe are my friends. Thank you for helping me believe in people again. For a long time I felt that friends came and went but no one ever stuck around. I used to think that deception and mistrust was typical in friendships (or should I say acquaintances). But thanks to you all, I can say that there are people that really do have my heart as a TRUE FRIEND. You are true, loyal friends that I can laugh with, cry with, shop with, pray with and fight with lol. Thank you!
*Family (and extended family) - Thank you for understanding me and loving me even though I am not that great at expressing it to you. We are all rough around the edges and I like that. Thank you.
*OHOP (Orlando House of Prayer) - thank you for existing! I NEVER WANT TO PLAY CHURCH AGAIN. You've taken me out of the typical churchianity and brought me into a place of prayer, fasting, worship and studying. Thanks for letting me sing to the Lord too (its my biggest passion aside from dancing). You've become my family in many ways and have given me the freedom to be myself in the truest way possible. I am always in my element here. You all here at OHOP, know the realest me. Thank you!
*Salsa Heat - Thanks Mike (and Karen) for believing in me enough to become an instructor. I found a place that I can be able to express myself through dance and then turn around and teach dancing as well. I've met wonderful people through Salsa Heat. I've been blessed and favored here. I appreciate the opportunity to be able to do something I truly love.....TEACH AND DANCE. Thank you!
*Salsa Touch (in Iowa) - thank you for the wonderful opportunity that you have given Ralph and I, to be able to travel all year long and teach everyone up in the Quad Cities. We've met wonderful people and are thankful to be a part of the Salsa Touch community. Thank you!

The Arrows- In The Words of Satan- Kinetic Typography (Finished)

Thanksgiving Dinner Preparation

Tomorrow starts the wonderful preparation for Thanksgiving. On the menu for this year we have, Appetizers: Cranberry Sauce Brie Cheese in Filo dough, Roasted Red Pepper Hummus with Pita bread, Sides: Mac-n-cheese (compliments of my MIL), Green Bean Casserole, Butternut Squash Soup, Seasoned green beans and Corn, Brown Rice and Beans (spanish style with a health kick), Salad....Main dishes: Turkey (of course) with Stuffing, and Steamed Salmon (for me cause I don't eat Turkey) and possibly baked Ham....Desserts: Cheese cake, Pumpkin Spice cupcakes, Fruit with dip and much, much more!

I'm so excited! I always start the preparation a day before, so tomorrow will consist of marinating the Turkey and preparation of the sides. I'm going to video a few moments of prep time and ingredients too. Stay tuned tomorrow for the Pre-Turkey Day fun!

Prayer of Thanks.....

Heavenly Father, I thank you for the ability and strength to endure 40 days of fasting. Thank you for speaking to me daily. Lord you are so faithful and true. You blessed me so many times during these past few weeks that I am speechless. You heard the desires of my heart and you blessed me without me asking for them. You blessed my husband with his desires as well. I am almost brought to tears right now thinking of your goodness towards me. What a privilege you have given me, to stand in your presence and to hear your voice. Thank you for dreams and visions. Thank you Lord for your loving kindness towards me when I felt tempted to break my fast. You smiled at me even when I was acting like a brat. I pray tonight as my fast is over, that you Lord, would guide me in my steps as Ralph and I walk into our destiny. Surround us with Godly people that will always keep us accountable, will always bless us with their hearts and will always be genuine towards us. You are the Most High God! There is none like You.

Down to the last few hours...

It's official. Ralph and I are down to the last few hours of our 40 day fast. At midnight tonight, we are officially done with it. Whew! this was a long fast. But what a whirlwind of events that has taken place. God has spoken, confirmed, revealed and much more! I'm so excited about it. I will actually be able to get back on facebook now lol. So I can reply to everyone who's been sending me messages and I haven't responded. Its been a beautiful experience (besides the massive food temptations out there) and I would highly recommend that everyone try it. It was a time of consecration in my little prayer closet and lots of reading and hearing the word. Hallelujah! We are barely finishing it right before Thanksgiving (talk about cutting it close). I am looking forward to eating regular food (in moderation) and watching my Charlie Brown Thanksgiving movie. I've actually seen such a huge benefit from eating "Daniel Fast Friendly" that I don't really care for eating regular food that is out there. I have more energy, I feel great. I slimmed down a few lbs (not much though sigh) and I really do love it! Its been a long 40 days of fish, brown rice, vegetables, salads, fruits, pita bread and hummus lol. Oh and we can't forget, brown rice sushi! Boy has that been a treat! Even my husband has ventured into the world of sushi (except he likes brown rice with rice paper instead of seaweed). Praise the Lord, prayer works...my husband eats sushi now. lol I will be posting pictures and videos of my Thanksgiving adventures so stay tuned!

A Period of Silence....

Ok, so I came across a part of the book I'm reading that really struck a chord with me. I've felt for some time now that the Lord was keeping silent and not answering me about certain issues. I remember my mother and I having a conversation about this very subject. She kept saying "all these years, he hasn't changed one bit, and the Lord still used him." It was as if that situation seemed to be a period of time where that person was "getting away with sin". But as I read this passage in the book, it was so clear to me what God is doing. I will quote what I read: "Therefore, when we come to chapter 3 and we come across a sustained period of silence during which the king promotes Haman, you and I want to say, "No! Don't do it. You'll be sorry. He's a bad guy. He hates the Jews. He's going to work out a murderous plan. Don't promote him."

Have you ever had a situation where you think to yourself "how can God allow this person or situation to excel above others, be promoted or be glorified, when they are so evil and clearly